Switzerland trip

It's been awhile since I have updated my blog, there are certain reasons for that. My first night in Switzerland I wasn't able to get on to Internet, second night my friend (Firepapillion) and I went to Wengen and stayed there for a night. Last night I was suppose write my blog but I just can't be bother at all, therefore I just left it until now. Anyways, it's my fourth day in Switzerland, for some reason I just can't be bothered to go out at all. Somehow I'm just very tired and not awake for the whole day, so kinda decided to stay at home and do nothing. I've been very busy running around and moving lugguage, so I guess its time to just do nothing. We were meant to go out to shop for chocolate too, but that didn't go well I guess. We went up to Jungfraujoch and I finally can see that breathetaking view that I heard all about it. I really want to visit there again and next time to get my foot to step on those think snow and actually step outside and be on top of Europe.

Anyways, my journey to Switzerland is without KitKit, and I find that very strange. This is the first time since we've been together that we didn't travel together (apart from those Oxford , London trips and the time where I was in Hong Kong and he was in U.K.) and in a different time zone, different country. I find it really strange and insecure and I guess I didn't enjoy myself as much as I would like to, since my mind is left with him at the moment. I just got used of him being next to me all the time now, especially for the past year. I just cannot imagine what will it be like when we move back to Hong Kong. Although we will be in the same time zone, under the same country code, same telephone network and within 50 miles apart. The thing that I realised in this trip was things are so different from before and now, I guess part of it got to do with the fact that I'm going back to Hong Kong soon, but also the thing about getting used to and being really comfortable with him. Therefore when he isn't around me I just felt so insecure, even for just a week I seriously missed him a lot (to the point that I never imagine). Life without KitKit.... hard to imagine...

Is all of my feelings are what people called "the peace before the storm" or "the sign of danger with our relationship"? I really don't know what does these all mean but I just don't want anything to happen as I think I'm finally being very comfortable in a relationship and I don't want anything to ruin it.

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