Childhood

I was just thinking when I was walking down in Toy's R Us the other day, one thing that I have noticed was the things that I used to love the most when I was still young, I just don't like the anymore. Those things to me just look too childish and waste of money, it is just amazing how age can change one's perspective.

I do understand how age would change someone, but I just think time has gone by too quickly. At this moment, when I look back time just gone by too quickly, my childhood was too short. I was having dinner with my old friends and this is something we noticed, there are things we would love to do, but we are unable to do because of our body, our life etc, just like what she said 力不從心. I think there isn't anyway better to describe my life right now. When I was young, I always hope to be able to party all night and hang around with my friend, however due to my strict family, I was never be able to do so. Right now, even when I have the chance to party all night, I would not be able to do so, just because I might be too tired or I just cannot be bothered to do so.

At this moment, I can feel the aging process and noticed the difference. I just wish the childhood could be longer and to be have more freedom when I was younger, which then I could do things that I want to do and not having to regret it when I've aged. Perhaps as my birthday is coming up, I just have these kind of thoughts, as we (old friends) said we have lived a quarter of a century now. Doesn't time just flies?

Taking about meet up with friends, it was nice to talk to my old friends from high school, its been a very long time since I saw them last, we are all busy with our own life, so it would always be great to catch up. I miss talking to them so much and just hope we would be able to do that more often. I guess afterall this is life, when you are young, you have plenty of time to do some random things, but when you start to work, you just don't have time for most of the things you want to do. It turns out you will have priority to do different things and missed out some of the things you would do when you were young.