All confirmed

I've finally got my air ticket to go back to Hong Kong, so everything is set as stone. I cannot change my mind anymore, everything is all confirmed. I think its the moment for me to realise that I really have to move back and these days where I don't have to work, I've been busy calling different phone calls, just to try to sort out everything i.e. cancel phone contract, call shipping company to quote and arrange collection. It's just unbelievable how busy you can be when you have to try and get everything sorted. I could spend hours on the phone these days just to try to get to speak to someone on the other end.

On one hand, purchased the ticket has another meaning to me, it just means that I'm no longer being able to run away from the problems that I've been running away from years. It would be time for me to face all of them. Some might say moving back to Hong Kong is a brand new start. However, for me going back is just facing my past, my nightmares. Therefore, for me when I moved to U.K five years ago, that was my new start. When I'm thinking about it, I just cannot believe how quick time passes.

It's already five years since I've left home and learn how to be independent, from don't even know how to cook to where I can cook a proper meal every night without too much of a problem. From a girl with all different kind of restrictions to having all the freedom in the world. From being single to where I've been in a relationship for at least 3 years. All these changes are just amazing, it's unbelievable how time can change one person, at least it did changed me (not by a little but a lot in many different ways). And had to say, I'm glad about what I am and what I had experienced. At least I wouldn't regret anything about the past five years, at least I would say to others that I had lived for myself for the past five years.

My experience in U.K has been nothing but great, I wouldn't recall any sad moment apart from all my closest friends left me after my first year, yet throughout all these years, I know a lot of great friends who always give me all the support and help whenever I needed. The most important thing, coming to U.K gave me the opportunity to meet you and bring us together. I do believe this is faith and I'm grateful that I have came over to study, I think without you I won't have stayed in this country for such a long time, I might have left after my undergraduate study and wouldn't completed my master degree.

I don't know why these days I just have a lot of these thoughts and feeling, perhaps its because I will be leaving this country within a month, where it just brought me to reflect my past. Hopefully, my blog wouldn't be as boring as such in the next month, I'll try to write something that is more interesting, however I cannot promise.

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